Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Beach Trip Weekend, In Bullet Form

Let it be known by all that sun, surf, good food, great friends, a nice, thick fantasy book, and endless rivers of booze all a fantastic weekend make. And so, in bullet form and pictures, the Batangas weekend beach trip:

  • Headcount, less is definitely more (Pii, Momi, Kat, Dianne, Aine, Boss Lyza, Kuya Joey -- the Magic 7!)

  • When the engine of your ride dies in the middle of a long highway because of overheating, waving empty bottles of mineral water at passing motorists, hoping for help, will make them think you are thirsty

  • Shopping for booze, always get at least 30% more of what you think is the right amount -- this will come in handy for when emotional floodgates open later in the evening

  • It is NOT a good idea to open a jar of salsa when you're lying down

  • You can get away with anything when no one is looking (i.e. jumping into the pool to wash off little bits of salsa on your clothes)

  • Swimming in front of someone you like, thereby splashing water onto his pretty face does not count as flirting... for humans

  • When the boozefest starts, pick one person to put in the hot seat -- it should be enough for at least three hours of entertainment

  • Those long lounge beach benches? Yeah, they function like normal ones. When two people are seated end-to-end and one stands up, the one left will fall flat on her ass

  • You will be laughed at, and, despite the amount of alcohol in everyone's system, it will not be forgotten

  • Artificial waterfalls are not nature's answers to back massages -- when you wake up in the morning, you will hate yourself

  • Do not scoff at your room's air-conditioning and say you'd rather sleep without a blanket -- you will wake up earlier than everyone else, shivering like an idiot

  • 9 km is not 9 km when the road getting there is a series of sharp curves and steep inclines

  • Holding your breath during a drive up a mountain will not make the road less steep

  • The old and the rich can be very contemptuous in a very subtle manner, and while it could be very satisfying to scratch at their faces and explode in a fury of curse words in the sweet, sweet vernacular, the art will undoubtedly be lost on their world-weary and discriminating countenance

  • Lite Cubes = Win

( Full photo parade under the link! )


Bleary-eyed me and Momi with Isaac, taking time off from his busy schedule to see us off.



Diane, Boss Lyza, Kat, Aine, Momi Dea, me, and Kuya Joey (taking the photo), making a quick washroom stop at Shell SLEx.



At Star Tollway, Aine and Diane, waving empty bottles of mineral water to motorists for help. Despite the situation, we were all very calm about it and I think the experience added more to our enjoyment rather than dampen it.



This was taken around 2:30pm in our rooms, when we touched down at Blue Coral in Batangas.



Class picture at the beachfront!



The girls, staring in awe at the beach. Boss Lyza was the first to run into the welcoming arms of the warm sea.



Diane, Aine, and Kat, looking pensive. Not really, actually, we were all exhausted from the long drive, and we were wondering if we should rest first or hit the beach straight off. Happy problem to be in, I say.



Diane, Aine, and me, lounging by the beach. Boss Lyza and Kat finally decided they wanted to swim right away. I, on the other hand, got my book, dug myself a cozy spot on the sand to lie down on, and read.



Boss Lyza, Aine, Diane, and Kat, sampling the kiddie pool.



"Never lose your childlike wonder," says the crazy lady from Under the Tuscan Sun.



I'm not exactly sure how Kat managed to slip herself into this, but it must have taken a great deal of... well... bending and acrobatics. She must have a really happy boyfriend. Hahaha!



Evening, after dinner, we jump right on the drinking session! Here's Aine, mixing our poison of choice -- two parts dalandan soda, one part lime, everything else, gin!



We have contained magic in a plastic cup!



Kat and yours truly, sipping starlight and dreamers' songs.



Momi Dea, thinking happy thoughts, swirling in fairy dust.



KAMPAIIIII!



Waking up, our heads humming with hangover, the morning sun and the salt sea wind are just what the doctor ordered.



The treehouse by the pool, saying farewell to the beach.



Mango pose. FIERCE!



After spending the good part of an hour breaking in cold sweat while driving up a steep mountainside road, we finally get a nice view of Taal.



Stopping at Bag of Beans for coffee and merienda.



The confrontation scene at Sonya's Garden: Aine as the miserable waif; Kat, Diane, Momi, and Boss Lyza as the cruel stepsisters.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Shredded



I miss my officemates, really, especially my boss, Ms. Grace. She'd always come up with nasty one-liners appropriate to the situation. Like this one scenario, for instance:

There were technically only four of us in the HR Department. Five, if one counts the nurse, but she's always quiet, and she's not as evil as us, so she doesn't cackle at misfortune the way we witches do. Anyway, so there were four of us, and we were laughing quite loudly at something someone or the other said, when one of the Australian clients stepped in. She asked Ms. Grace, "How come when I see you guys, you're always laughing?" And Ms. Grace said, in between tears, "Because if we don't laugh, we will cry!" And then we laughed some more.

And it was very true, what she said, and very Filipino. I don't think any of us would have survived if we never laughed every so often.

Of course, I'm not with them anymore, but that's beside the point. :-P

A Promise To Be Better

I'm feeling better now. At the very least, I can stand up and walk around without suffering through a herd of elephants stampeding on my head. But when I was reading through my dailies online and I came across what I wrote last night, I thought I was going to be sick again. God, I didn't know I had so much crap simmering in my brain. Maybe it was the delirium brought about by the drugs, who knows?

I have always had the affirmation that my online journal is intended to be read by no one else but me, and that I will write about things which I myself would want to read. So I will be stuffing last night's post into my "Do Not Want" box, and I will leave it up just to remind myself how horrible my writing can get.

So get rid of the pretense, the drama, and the metaphor rape, Pii. You know you can do better.

Weakened

Saturday afternoon, amongst the gilded and the glittering of Rockwell, I was trying with great effort to conceal an insufferable shivering. I hated that it crept up on me slowly, like long, lazy shadows. I was feeling fine when I was walking around Fully Booked; I was even in high spirits when I met up with my book-hunting companion for the afternoon. As the minutes crawled on however, I started feeling strangely cold. Ice was forming in the marrows of my bones and it... frustrated me to no end. While I do acknowledge my being physically weak, it becomes a tad difficult to deal with when it exhibits itself in such inconvenience. So I relented, and instead of following through with any of my other plans for the afternoon (and crumple to the ground), I decided to go home.

The shivering only got worse when I was already lying down. I was covered in my thickest of blankets, my every limb was in between armies of pillows, and I was wearing my warmest clothes but still I was a block of ice. On top of that, my vision started swimming, and my head was slamming onto what could only be beams of coldest, hardest steel. I was awake the whole time my senses were being assailed, but it was impossible to tell if it only took several minutes or if a few hours had already gone past when, one by one, every cell in my body started to catch fire. I think it was at this point when I let myself slip into the shallow, dark pockets of unconsciousness.

Waking up, I could only be all too grateful for the soup my mother made for me. The burning sensation was starting to dissipate, and I could more or less move again. I polished off two bowlfuls and already I could sense trickles of energy returning. I was still feeling a bit upset over the fact that I had to cancel some of my plans, but I guess I should be glad I was able to buy three new books -- Margaret Atwood's Bodily Harm and Life Before Man, and George R.R. Martin's A Game of Thrones -- which was the main goal for the day anyway.


Enough of this shit. I GAG at the pretense of my words. I WAS SICK BUT I WAS HAPPY BECAUSE I GOT MYSELF THREE NEW BOOKS. That's basically it. Hehehehe.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

And Then There Were Four

I was hoping to catch the last two or three screenings at the Spanish Film Festival yesterday, but, like many unfortunate, naive, and silly, silly souls who were at the ticket booths two hours early, all screenings up until the very last one were sold out. As is my habit whenever I am awash with defeat and dejection, I turn to bargain bookstores for healing and solace, trusting the Universe to be so kind as to nudge a good book or two within my periphery.

I was not disappointed. Within an hour of spelunking through Buy The Book in Walter Mart Pasong Tamo, I found three books which I think I might enjoy spending quiet weekday afternoons with.

The first two are by Alan Gibbons, Rise of the Blood Moon and Setting of a Cruel Sun, together called The Lost Souls Stories. I started reading the first book today, and I was immediately -- and quite harshly -- pulled into the dark fantasy world painted by the author. It doesn't often happen -- even in books that I come to like -- and when it does, my only fear is that I will soon have to come back to the waking world.

The third one is Ian MacLeod's The House of Storms. I have to admit, I was initially taken in by the title and the cover, but browsing through some pages, it felt like walking through an atmosphere thick with magic -- something I am always willing to be a victim of.

And that was it. For the day at least. Today, I went to Eastwood to process my clearance from the company I just left. It went faster and more efficient than I expected, so I was left with hours of idle time before I had to meet a friend for a scheduled dinner. My brain switched gears to autopilot, and I navigated towards the nearest bookstore in the vicinity -- National Bookstore in Cybermall. And behind that black and white annoyance, that jagged mountain of books that is the Twilight Series, I found it. The Fourth. Patrick Rothfuss' The Name of the Wind. This was the description at the back of the book that got me hooked:

I have stolen princesses back from sleeping barrow kings. I burned down the town of Treborn. I have spent the night with Felurian and left with both my sanity and my life. I was expelled from the University at a younger age than most people are allowed in. I tread paths by moonlight that others fear to speak of during the day. I have talked to Gods, loved women, and written songs that make the minstrels weep.

My name is Kvothe. You may have heard of me.

I myself have never heard of Kvothe, but I fell in love with him right then and there. And so it was three the minute before; the minute passed, and then there were four.

Monday, October 13, 2008

The Zen Of A Single Step

It has ever been a habit of mine to spark an idea aflame, and then blow it out halfway without bothering to finish it anymore. Tonight, on the long walk home, I felt a faint flicker struggling to remain alight in the middle of the sloshing, liquid exhaustion in my mind. It is my intention to tend to the embers as patiently and as tenderly as a mother would the dreams of her children, and never think of the blaze until it actually sears through my skin.

I will not be rushed, nor will I take an unsure step. The Universe has given me another crossroad, and I chose my path with absolute certainty, accepting the uncertain. All it takes is one small step each time I am sure I can take another, and nothing else. Just one small step.

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Just Because You Feel Good

I have been listening to Skin's two albums nonstop since someone mentioned Skunk Anansie over at Twitter. Skin's voice has always been a source of awe, stretching -- God -- close to about ten years ago when I first heard Hedonism, and then with Secretly from when Cruel Intentions came out. But, as deeply impressed as I was with Skin's voice, I never really became a Skunk Anansie fan. I thought their brand of music was a tad bit hardcore for me. That was why I was a little hesitant to start listening to Skin's solo albums.

A couple of weeks ago tho, after a Twitter post rekindled my interest in Skunk Anansie, I dipped my toe into the water, and scanned YouTube for some of Skin's singles. That was when I first came upon Purple, a track from Fake Chemical State, her second album. Classic, is all I can say.


And then I found Lost (I know :-P), a song from her first album, Fleshwounds. The video was as simple as any other, but interspersed with the words and Skin's exceptional voice, everything fit together in one string of emotion stretched taut and tense.


I couldn't stop after that. And I couldn't listen to one album without listening to the other as well. Other tracks which stood out from the first album were Faithfulness, Don't Let Me Down, The Trouble With Me, and As Long As That's True; from the second album, I like Just Let The Sun, Nothing But, and Falling For You.

Although I enjoy listening to the songs of most of the artists I choose to listen to, there are very few whom I can admit having a deep and profound love for. Skin is now part of that list.