I have had enough. I will not feign respect to anyone who does not deserve it. Compromising principles is too high a price to pay for keeping a job which does not even know when to appreciate.
And her. HER. How I loathe her. I have never felt as much hatred for anyone, save for my father, as much as I have now for her. Her ignorance scalds me, marrow-deep. Her presence alone is oppressive, and everyone in the team feels it. Having to think of the amount of time I have to put up talking with her, dealing with her -- being in the management team myself -- is enough to keep me a step away from leaving.
BUT. I don't want to abandon my team. I care for them too much. Sigh. I will have to see which ending this little performance of mine leads the entire show to.