I Have Decided

Yes, that the entry before this one is a little bit unfair, and partly a lie. It was unfair to dismiss love -- a force I have fiercely believed in growing up -- and say that it is something I am incapable of feeling, let alone relaying. I meant everything else, however. I acknowledge that my anger has defined who I am, and this, I think is the very reason why love is unable to resonate within my periphery. I see it around me -- from friends, from family -- but there is very little chance for me to benefit from its grace. That said, allow me to say that anger is just as real, just as terrifying, and just as delicious as love can ever be.