The past three days have been dark. In a sense that I entered into a certain level of trance, lived it, exhaled, and got out. At least I think I got out. In any case, it makes me shiver just thinking about it. I hate it. I hate it a lot, but it still happens. And from a rough approximation, it happens every two months.
I figure I should write about it, but I'm a bit apprehensive about certain things right now. Maybe soon when I can look at it in a more objective point of view, and not threaten to break down every second my thought processes are stirred.
Sigh. Be that as it may, I'm glad it's over. Right now, I'm just a bit concerned at what I have laid out for this week
- Tomorrow, I house sit for Jasper -- one of the things I look forward to everytime I get the chance to do it. Why? Because I can read his entire Sandman collection!
- Wednesday night, I'll be going to some art exhibit event. I think I made the mistake of inviting more people than I should have. I mean, I'm also just a guest. I hope the event people involved won't mind.
- Thursday to Friday, I might be going on an overnight trip with some other friends. It's still a bit sketchy, planning things with them but still, it would be nice if it pans out well.
So there. I'm expecting by the end of the week, my savings will already be ancient history, and it's back to square nothing for me. That hasn't stopped me before tho. :-P
