There is a massive black cloud of confusion above my head. I am losing faith in this account, and in my capacity as a Lead. Maybe it's because of a bad morning, a bad week, a bad life -- depends when you start counting. In any case, there has been no end to the riot of opposing noises in my head, telling me what I can and can't do, what I must and mustn't do.
I hope things clear up soon -- at least up until the point where I can wander without bumping into anything sharp.
