As with what happened years ago, all drive in me is being pounded away. Merely three days into training and I'm dragging myself to get up and go to work. Unfair of me not to give things a fighting chance, but hey at least I'm still getting up aren't I? I'm just waiting until things draw blood. Till then, I might stick around. If not, well...
Funny how the future can be summarized into three trailing dots.
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I remember around six months ago when I first started work, I almost didn't want to push through with it. What made me stick around were my batchmates. I'm not really sure what's so different with the people I'm with now with my batchmates then... but back then it was them that made me look forward to going to work.
Sure the people I'm with are nice enough, but I guess we didn't have enough time to bond and get to know each other before drilling down together in training. It's not fun having to do the drilling and digging through serious stuff with people you're not that close with. It's just not as much fun. And it's just not worth it.
Gaze upon the Chocnut
and be at peace.
