a friend did a tarot reading on me last night. this week, he said, i will have something to be happy about, but i will have to face something compromising at the same time. i thought i knew what it was, and i psyched myself up for it too. but i will never, for the life of me, learn that life throws smokescreens in front of our faces in fatal flawlessness.
and cosmos help me, it happened sooner than i can prepare for it.