I Need A Fluffy Pillow

ok. so. while the universe had a lot of fun last weekend at my expense, mother nature has been using my poor red nose as a basketball. i have a cold that is on full force and it cannot be stopped by any drugs, legal or otherwise. and the only way i can speak clearly is by typing.

the unshakeable horrible feelings in me have been mixing up quite gloriously, i can't tell which is which anymore. bug still isn't talking with me because of a misunderstanding which occurred last friday night. my being a techno-monster got the best of me and told him my toys are more important than him (with impressive conviction i might add) -- something one should not be disclosing to a significant other. i apologized yesterday. i told him it was a bit insensitive, what i said, but also he should know that i didn't mean what i said, albeit not 100%. (i'm too honest, no?)

i also wasn't able to meet up with a friend who spent the weekend here in manila from davao. i wanted to go, really i did, but apart from my nose which ceased to show signs of life, things just keep getting in the way. things, like what happened with another friend... which is just too screwed up for words. and another thing, which is very close to my heart, has been recovering from something serious for three days already, but i still won't be able to see until a few more days. i slept at 7PM last night from sheer exhaustion, frustration, and without resolution.

simply put, my weekend has been anything but fine.

bamboo's masaya is still in my player -- on repeat for five straight days now. (play count: 813 times.) and it doesn't look like i will be playing another song in the near future.