Feeling Of Impending Doom

i should be sleeping right now. i have my alarm set to go off at 3AM. but i still have that headache from last sunday, like a perpetual moon swirling about my person. i would have thought a personal moon would have been cool, but apparently it's not.

it hasn't always been a headache, this moon. last sunday it was a sore back. i don't even know where it came from. i was at megamall with bug, on the escalator to the third level, near cyberzone when BAM! there it was. bloody samurai jack just slashed perpendicularly with my spine his ultimate bad ass samurai blow.

i winced at the rate it spread throughout my body. and i was thinking, "uh-oh... please let this not be an omen of things to happen for the coming week..." and after that, little annoying things kept on exploding -- me forgetting stuff, stuttering, being absent-minded on little things, forgetting to turn on some corner while walking home, et-fucking-cetera.

i've always believed there are signs everywhere. sometimes i just tend to misread some of them. right now i'm trying to see if there's some other way i could interpret the signs the cosmos is throwing at my face. and in doing that, the cosmos rewarded me with a headache that won't let me sleep. OK, I GET IT. this week, THE FIRST WEEK I GO LIVE, the joke's on me. just get it over with already.