"We made love last night
wasn't good
wasn't bad.
Intimate strangers
made meek and sad."
-- kd lang, Hain't It Funny
mm... i wonder what's wrong with the cosmos today. i woke up feeling rather fine. well... not fine, really. i wasn't feeling bad, but i certainly wasn't feeling good either.
it's not such an unusual occurrence. i've felt this way countless times before and i'm fine with it. i'm not compelled to lean to any type of reaction to any stimulus i receive within the day. simply put, i feel blah.
the disadvantage of feeling like this -- being somewhere in the middle -- is i'm more prone to slipping down the emotional slider. nothing serious. it's sorta like i don't feel like doing anything for the meantime. like, i'd rather be hugging a pillow. eating chips. drinking beer. watching a sappy romantic comedy. rather than answering emails from people telling me their lives are being screwed up by new technology.
bottomline, i can't wait 'til i get off work. friday night. i'd probably get me a few slices of blueberry cheesecake, and steep my heart in sugar and coffee.
mm...
